And you know what, that's ok. You have to be bad to be better. You have to tell in order to know what to show. So I'm just going to get it out and get it going. If I work hard and have a little luck I should be able to complete this draft by next Monday. That's the goal.
I just need to remind myself that what's important is to get the story written. There will be time enough to learn how to product 'clean' first drafts after my next million words. So, Balt, you were saying?